Author: Michael

  • A walk in blackness

    I haven’t had a walk home like that in, oh, six, seven years. Not since the West Bank that night I had too much to drink at Nigel’s.

    It was so black tonight, like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I hated the light, and loved it at the same time. All I had to navigate with was the reflective black patches of puddles against the pitch black of the road. But there were bits of light to destroy my night vision–a house here, a car there–and make the whole road just two different types of black: pitch black and black hole.

    I ran after a car at one point just so I could follow the curve of the road.

    Two glasses of wine with dinner didn’t really help.

    It was sort of like the night at Nigel’s. Too much Scotch, I refused to pay the 20 shekel (40 shekel?) cab fare and decided to walk from Ramallah to Birzeit village. Of course, that turned out to be almost a two hour walk. Not like the fifteen minutes from the Tramonti to La Colina Lodge.

  • The road to Monteverde

    The rain this afternoon was incredible. I imagine this was similar to El Nino in 96-97 before I moved to SF. It must have been an inch an hour, I don’t know exactly. It was torrential.

    I was trying to send an email to Azeema when I panicked about the rain and the light. The roads are fantastically abysmal. Not quite as bad as King’s Range back in 2000, I think it was. But the rocks in the road are unbelievable here.

    John, the proprietor of La Colina Lodge told me they had just graded the road to Monteverde a few weeks ago. It was quite good, those stretches. But it was all compacted dirt, I can only imagine how one or two seasons of rain, it will have the same two foot deep rain gullies as that road in the King’s Range.

    So in short, the dirve up wasn’t too bad. The first half was rough and rocky, and the further I went it got even worse. Until the grading.

  • Dead battery

    I’m driving a new car here–a mini-SUV basically. I left the headlights on for, I don’t know, three hours, maybe four, and the battery was completely dead. I mean nothing. The hotel manager–a fellow gringo–suggested we push the damn car down the hill and start it while in motion. Didn’t work. I pulled it safely to the side of the road, but then thought I could back it up to a little parking area about fifty feet down from where it stopped. I ended up jamming it against the side of the road so that it blocked half the lane. Oops.

    The car rental company sent a guy out with a second vehicle. We jumped the original, and he had to drive it back. Poor bloke. Still, great service from Thrifty.

  • A critterless day

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    Had a frustrating Manuel Antonio experience. I spent four hours hiking and only saw an agouti. For maybe six seconds. Most interesting thing all morning were the spreading roots of a tree.

    It was so amazing, the place was totally dead–as compared to yesterday when I was bumping into critters every few minutes. I did find the same pair (I think) of capuchin’s near Playa Gemala later in the morning, as well as a huge tribe of squirrel monkeys on the Punta Catedral trail just before I left the park. But damn what a frustrating day.

    Still, it’s magical to see those monkeys so close to you, jumping from branch to branch, scrunching up those all-too-human faces.

  • Manuel Antonio

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    Good hunting in Manuel Antonio today. Right off the bat I encountered squirrel monkeys. Had some trouble with my Better Beamer and flash. I thought the flash only worked on "A," but today it needed to be on TTL. So much for practicing in my apartment. The Better Beamer kept falling off, and I had stick coins in between the flash and the beamer to keep the lens from bending.

    I took shots with a variety of options: flash, flash w/ Beamer, no flash, and camera flash. God knows what’ll work, but I needed to shoot at 1600, and even then, the shutter speed on TTL felt slow, so I was really worried about camera shake.

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    But back to the hunting: I saw

    • Central American Squirrel Monkeys
    • White-faced Capuchin Monkeys
    • White-nosed Coati

    I may also have seen:

    • Green iguana, green basilisk lizard or ctenosaur
    • Roseate spoonbill or white ibis
    • Paca or agouti.
  • Gaza

    I’ve been trying to put into words how I felt visiting Gaza. For the most part, I feel that I’ve failed. Hebron, clashes, everyday life, those I can express with the written word. Gaza defies that. The contrasts are too stark. The brutal poverty is too painful. The arrogance of the wealthy too pronounced.

    And frankly, I’m a little too lazy after putting up all my earlier entries.

    How can you describe the pride a Gazan doctor employed by the United Nations displays when he shows you the X-Ray room at his clinic? How can you write the smell of open sewers in refugee camps when you barely know how to answer nature’s call without a bathroom? And if you can, then how do compare those things to the gravity of arrogance inherent in the high-rise apartment buildings and mansions built for Palestinian Authority ministers and officials? How do you express the magnitude of a few thousand Israeli settlers consuming 80% of Gaza’s water resources? How do you explain that just paying for water is a heavy financial burden to the million Palestinians who live in Gaza?

    Only images can capture Gaza, and in that, I have also failed. My trip to Gaza lasted only a few hours, and my skills at capturing emotion in photos is negligible. But my language has failed me again and again over the last week as I tried to write about Gaza. So I’ll just use a few photos, and because of the paucity of decent shots, my subjects will be few.

    Housing Construction

    Bedouin housingThese makeshift, corrugated metal shacks are the homes of Bedouin. I’m not entirely sure how the Bedouin got to Gaza. Some were probably trapped in 1967 when Israel conquered Gaza and the Sinai. Perhaps some were trapped earlier and/or later by the simple difficulty of not having a passport.

    The photo below is of a street in Jabaliyya refugee camp (est. 1948), home to 80,000 people and merely one of eight camps in the Gaza strip. The street here is new, created by order of Ariel Sharon in the 1980s. Sharon ordered bulldozers in and demolished an entire row of homes so that Israeli army jeeps could have quicker access. You can see the open sewers just up the street from the man on the left.

    A corner of Jabaliyya refugee camp

    Mansion owned by unidentified Palestinian

    Compare this to the home of a certain Palestinian who is not a minister with the Palestinian Authority, and who definitely does NOT go by the name of Abu Mazen (Arafat’s successor designate). Of course, taking photos of Abu Mazen’s house is against the rules in Gaza (just like you can’t take photos of any Gaza police station or of Gaza security chief Dahlan’s new mansion currently under construction, or of Yasser Arafat’s guest house, or the beach nearby the guesthouse, or anything within three blocks of it), so I must point out again that, to the best of my knowledge, the house pictured here does not belong to Abu Mazen. I mean, I would never knowingly take a photo when it was prohibited. I just thought it was an attractive house.

    And a bloody arrogant, conspicuous way to waste your money, especially when people are living without running water a few blocks away. Especially when you consider that Arab governments and Palestinian leaders have at times forced people to continue living in these squalid camps for selfish political reasons. Compassion does not seem to be a strong trait of politicians in this region, Arab, Israeli, Turkish, Iranian, or otherwise.

    Lifting the Closure

    A week or two ago, my sister asked me if the closure on the West Bank effected me. I think I detected a hint of astonishment when I admitted that I didn’t even realize  there was a closure. With a foreign passport, I can go into Jerusalem all the time, to get money, to see movies, and most importantly, to get a pint of draft Guinness at Champs bar on Jaffa Street (conveniently located just a few blocks up from the Old City’s Jaffa Gate. Happy Hour lasts from 4-7 p.m., and Ari, the bartender and former tank-driver, will dish out all the Guinness you can drink for 9 NIS/pint. I highly recommend it. P.S.–Guinness and green olives is a stunning mix. A delicious if slightly unorthodox Israeli addition to Ireland’s finest).

    Erez

    When we arrived at the massive Erez checkpoint, there were well over 100 taxis crowded into the five lanes of pavement on the Palestinian side. The Israeli government recently lifted a closure on Gaza, allowing tens of thousands of Gazans to enter Israel to work. When we crossed to the other side of the checkpoint, there was an unending sea of humanity walking along the side of the checkpoint reserved for Palestinians. For an hour, we had watched crowds of Palestinian workers walking rapidly along this covered corridor. When we finally left Erez, there were over ten buses stuffed with Palestinians waiting to get into Erez.

    The Young

    Everywhere in Gaza were little children. In Ramallah, Tel Aviv, Paris or Princeton,
    it’d be considered cute, though one might be slightly concered as to whether there were enough responsible parents around. In Gaza, these children were barefoot and wearing dirty clothes–probably all received via charity, and one of only two or three "fashion options" for the summer. These three and four year-olds were playing around open sewers, in empty lots littered with broken glass and rusty refuse.

    The worst is that we have shirked our responsibility to these children because they’re "Palestinians" otherwise known as "terrorists." They grow up without hope because we have refused to recognize our complicity in causing their plight. What is our complicity, our guilt? We stood by, and did little if nothing to help. Fine we have our own problems, but so little can go so far here.

  • Wadi an-Nar

    For the last three months, I’ve been hearing stories about
    Wadi al-Nar (pronounced WAdinnAR). It’s an ominous name. Wadi
    simply means "valley." Nar, according to my
    handi-dandi Hans Wehr, means "fire" or "conflagration." With the
    definite article (al), nar means "Hell."

    The first person I heard talking about Wadi Nar was a
    Palestinian student who traveled with us to Bethlehem
    in February. His permission to enter Israel had expired the
    day before, but he wasn’t overly concerned about getting turned back at
    the border: he could always get home to Ramallah via Wadi Nar.

    When I asked another Birzeit student who grew up in Bayt
    Sahur (a town due east of Bethlehem and no more than two miles west of
    Wadi Nar) about it a few days later, he threw another log on my fire of
    speculation. According to some Muslim and Christian myths, on Judgment
    Day, Wadi Nar will become the Anvil of God, the place where all souls
    will be judged.

    Almost by osmosis, I absorbed information about the legendary
    Wadi Nar. About its importance, and its dangers. (OK, I’m being a
    little bit melodramatic).

    Wadi Nar, mind you, is just a name for a road. It can’t be
    more than two miles in length. Width-wise, it would have to be
    considered a secondary road. At the bottom of the valley, a one-lane
    bridge crosses a narrow creek that seems just a smidgen wider, deeper
    and faster than Harry’s Brook–a tiny drainage ditch that runs near my
    home in Princeton.

    Wadi Nar, however, is not a secondary road. After the signing
    of the Oslo Accords, the Israeli government established permanent
    checkpoints along major roads from the West Bank to Jerusalem,
    and–since Palestinians need special permits to enter Israel–the flow
    of people back and forth was reduced to a trickle. As the region’s
    oldest and biggest city, Jerusalem has always been the capital–if not
    the political one, then the economic, religious and social one, and as
    a result, the transportation hub of the region. In other words, for
    most Palestinians, the transportation hub of the West Bank is no longer
    accessible, making other, longer roads necessary for travel between the
    north and south of the West Bank.

    Wadi Nar

    Wadi Nar is the critical link in the path bypassing Jerusalem.
    This past Sunday I joined a trip to al-Khalil (accent on the "i,"
    a.k.a. Hebron or Hevron) organized by Birzeit University for foreign
    students, and instead of utilizing our privileged status as passport
    holders, the responsible parties decided to have us travel the way
    Palestinians have to travel: through Wadi Nar.

    As a jaded world-traveler and cynical American youth, I am
    rarely impressed by the sights of the countries I visit. In high
    school, I was severely reprimanded by a girlfriend for not getting
    excited at seeing the hills of Tuscany for the first time, I find the
    Holy Sepulcher tacky, and frankly, the Eiffel Tower ain’t that high.

    Wadi Nar, however, lived up to its billing. I’m at a loss as
    to how to describe this road. Lombard Street in San Francisco is
    perhaps too mild a comparison, but is in the ballpark. [Photo
    right, the roughest part of Wadi Nar. Sorry for the blue lines, but it
    makes the road a little more obvious.]
    The two hillsides
    that the road must climb are on the steep side for a ski slope, and
    require that the road be barely wide enough to accommodate two lanes.
    Wadi Nar is rumored to be one of the most dangerous stretches of road
    in the West Bank. It’s reputation is such that, in a country where I
    can only conclude that the majority of drivers are on
    methyl-amphetamines, driving habits in Wadi Nar are more conservative
    than Dick Armey. There are some five to six hair-pin turns on the more
    severe of the two slopes, and no room for error.
    Trucks–18-wheelers–use this road, straining in first gear to climb
    the mountain. In a television interview, one truck-driver claimed that
    he replaced his brakes weekly. Perhaps his habits are on the obsessive
    side, but if your breaks fail, your options for recovery on this road
    are nil. You just slide off the mountainside. Just for atmosphere,
    there were one or two burnt out shells of cars along the way (probably
    placed there by the Ministry of Tourism).

    The whole trip took two hours. Considering that the distance
    between al-Khalil and Jerusalem is about 25 miles, and that between
    Jerusalem and Ramallah about 12, two hours is a little excessive. After
    we left Ramallah, our driver seemed to alternate between minor roads
    leading south-ish and roads leading towards Jerusalem. We just kept
    circling around the outskirts, constantly following signs to Jerusalem.

    The road was relatively free of settlements as compared to
    other areas. As I recall, every hill top along the road to Nablus
    seemed to include concentrations of identical, semi-detached, pre-fab
    houses with red tile roofs, all surrounded by fences of razor wire and
    reinforced concrete. The primary settlement we passed was Ma’ale
    Adumim, one of the largest West Bank settlements outside of Jerusalem.
    In contrast, just after Ma’ale Adumim, we caught a glimpse of what
    looked like a dumping ground for old metal containers carried by
    trucks. The catch was their neat arrangement in rows and columns. These
    containers are provided by the Israeli government as housing for
    Bedouin who were expelled from their land. (You can even see laundry
    out to dry on the right edge of the photo).


  • A Journalistic Rashomon

    One of the things you notice living here is the vast
    difference in reporting. For the most part, the States has pretty
    homogeneous reporting when it comes to foreign events. Even for
    domestic issues, coverage is generally on the fair and even side.

    It reminds me of Akira Kurosawa’s Rashomon, a movie
    where some men stuck in a rain storm gossip about the trial of a
    brigand charged with raping a woman and killing her samurai husband.
    All three testify (including the husband, through a medium), and all
    have different stories, stories with big holes. Then, one of the men
    stuck in the rain admits he witnessed the crime. His story is the most
    reasonable, the one we all piece together from the stories of the first
    three. Except there’s an even bigger hole in his story, too. In the
    end, you have no idea where the truth is.

    Anyway, here in the West Bank, the political statement is more important than the
    events, and if the events don’t quite match your agenda… well, just read for yourself.

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  • Back to Ma’alufiyya–Plans mislaid

    After a healthy breakfast of French toast, I left for Nigel’s.
    It was about noon, a little later, and even if I didn’t want to go back
    to Ma’alufiyye, I had to. Yours truly, the highly organized individual
    that he is, had left his wallet at "Communist Central" the night before.

    Still, I wanted to go. I figure that everyone back home thinks
    I need a lobotomy for going to the clashes. Probably do, too. Actually,
    they’re not extremely dangerous (the’re just sorta
    dangerous. Driving a car here would top it. I think only France beats
    Israel when it comes to fatal auto accidents). Tear gas may make you
    sick as hell, and a rubber bullet will just cause a great deal of pain
    (fine, if fired at extremely close range at the head or chest, it can
    kill you instantly), but live ammo seems to be a special privilege
    reserved only for the foolhardiest of Palestinians.

    But going to a "clash" fundamentally alters your perceptions
    about things. Overall, it’s hard to stay detached here, hard to
    maintain a cynical viewpoint of everything said and done. When I came
    here, I had spent years balancing my viewpoint, attacking Palestinian
    positions as viciously as I attacked Israeli ones. But when you live here,
    when you see the closures, the clashes, the oppression… When a friend
    of yours has to hide because he was one of the initial organizers of
    protests it changes you.

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  • Back to Ma’alufiyya

    Nigel and Hanan and I went back to Ma’alufiyya/Arak/Khammara yesterday.
    A cursory glance at the site, just driving past, you would never have
    realized
    that there were clashes there.

    A few days previous–last Saturday night actually–I took a
    cab back
    from Jerusalem that passed by Ma’alufiyya (it is the
    main road from
    Ramallah/Al-Bireh to Jerusalem). It was kind of like the morning after,
    the hangover from too much drinking making you dizzy while surveying
    the
    wreckage your friends had made of your apartment the previous night.
    The
    van zig-zagged all over the obstacle course the road had become,
    dodging
    piles of rocks, dumpsters, the burnt-out shells of cars, and destroyed
    Port-a-Potties that had been used as shields and obstacles during the
    day. Earlier
    that Saturday evening, Abdullah Khalil Salah had been shot once,
    precisely
    through the center of the left side of his chest. [Photo
    left: Carrying Abdullah to the ambulance. Photo copyright Al-Ayyam]
    Through
    his heart. I
    didn’t know that at the time. I was busy convincing myself that I was
    happy
    that I had been stood up by an Israeli woman, that I hadn’t really
    wanted
    to go out with her that evening anyway.

    But that was why we went back to Ma’alufiyya. Cathi Grosso–a
    coordinator
    with Birzeit University’s Human
    Rights Action Project
    –wanted Nigel to photograph the area
    where Abdullah
    had been killed. We were also dreaming foolishly of finding one spent
    cartridge
    of live ammunition. Some piece of evidence. Reports have reached the PR
    office that a few Israeli officials are saying that, because an autopsy
    was not conducted, Abdullah must have been shot by Palestinian police.

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